B for 8 courses for the whole year, not even a single A or A-, a fact that nobody can deny.
Why are you inconfident? Eveybody asks me with a tone of blame, as if I fake.But how could you be confident when you got 8 B, which turned out to be the result of your whole year's hard work on the courses you valued most?
Sometime I knew why I got a B. Prof Porat told me "I'm impressed by your hard working, but English is not your mother toungue. I can understand that you could not do as good as American students. No worries."
Sometime I didn't know why. Pro Hou's explaination was "I would like to give all of you A. But I have to give some B for the purpose of the curve." This answer didn't shed any light. I had to ask myself, why me? Either I'm not as smart as my classmates or he did not like me. Both are frustrating.
The scores speak louder than any other words such as " You're a talented student." or "I believe you can do everything well because you're hard working." Thank you for the kind words. But it doesn't change the fact that I'm a looser.
